"And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me."
its agonizingly slow.
but i'm learning to say goodbye.
its hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
cos yesterday holds the moments i spent with you.
its painful when i start to miss you.
when i'm with my friends, i don't ponder and think about you.
but when i'm alone, all i think about is you. i saw this somewhere
"What can you do when the only one who can stop you from crying, is the one making you cry?"
hah. i'm laughing at the irony of the situation and how it relates to me.
although its been almost 2 weeks, my heart still aches.
even when i smile and laugh, even when i joke around about finding somebody new, i know that deep inside i won't.
i know a friend who calls her boyfriend a habit.
i realise now how dependent i am on you, and how you were a habit and still are.
you made a mark everywhere in my life that when you left me,
i felt a part of me missing.
"love is like war; easy to begin, hard to end"
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*piano
*clarinet
*touch rugby
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