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Friday, April 07, 2006

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TOMORROW IS FUNFAIR!! LOL.
well yeahh, i hope everything will run smoothly tmr.
funny mann. our class games stall is like DDR- dance dance revolution.
somehow the school thought we were having pole dancing and bought us 2 poles.
HAHAHA.
i can't believe they would actually allow it??
prob some misunderstanding lahh. hahhaa.
i guess jeanette should've just taken the poles,
we could've worked out some pole dancing thing after all last minute. HAHA.
so me and hazi went for hmt although we were like errrrr about 1 hr late. lol.
but we had to set up the stall what. yeahh. help out around and stuff. haha.
but only hazi, xuxin and me and yeahh the centre pupils came lahh.
the rest of them all tak de. haha.
haizzz.
school's been really stressful.
i really gotta buck up.
mid years in about 4 weeks??
dunno but its like freaking near and i wanna do well.
yeahh. i hope so lahh.
kinda sad after stepping down from band.
athough i must admit it was a relief ahh.
then can go back early and do hw, study and stuff. yeahh.
but i went back the prac after we stepped down to clear my case.
then i watched them play like so sad ahh.
time pass so fast.
its like suddenly we're stepping down.
i still remember those times when we were sooo scared of seniors and now we're the seniors stepping down.
how we were so freaked out by fiona who kept asking some of us to run for not answering her question. hahaha. some ppl like sarina, ivy. goshh.
i'll sure miss band despite all the tiring stuff.
i'll miss the times when i was still partners with sam. and we'll crap and crap.
that night when we were like talking and talking at chalet cycling around east coast.
the adventures of cycling in the middle of the night and how freaky it was.
last time when we were still playing the standard of excellence. hahaha. the book we found so difficult last time. like it was one of the most hardest pieces we've ever seen although it was just like twinkle twinkle and our fav sawmill creek. hahaha.
well, it is at sec 1 whatt. hahaha. but now its so easy for all of us to play. hahaha. then we'll play in front of the sec ones like it was all simple.
although we all struggled like they did at that time.
and how the seniors kept peeking at us from some corners to make sure we were not slacking. haha.
the punishmentssssss.hahaha. that i won't miss. definitely.
sarina and her "you very bad lohhh" hahaha.
then there's dear ashikin a.k.a SWEETHEART who was so quiet when i first met her.
i tried talking to her but she kept talking to the ants.
she was practically whispering!!! hahaha.
and nowwwwww, she's still quiet i guess but not VERY quiet, at least now she SCREAMS.
there's pam forever bimbo.
then gen smarty pants gerl, who's always so responsible and stuffff.
xingtong always so crazy and her experience and her ahemmmmmmm PT. hahaha.
and sam, my dearie partner for a while back thenn...
then chiobu ivyyyy. hahaha. always so crazyy and lovable onee.
and yeahh there's nicole who joined us only in sec 2. but yeahh fit in so easily. haha.
then yeahh waniiii, who's always in the middle of many many clarinetists, and she's like the only trumpet player. hahaha. no more screaming and singing songs at the bus stop after band. hahaa.
i know its so cliche.
like what the seinors all say to us and we'll be like... err okayys.
cos we were like so tired and stuff.
but yeahh TREASURE YOUR TIME IN BAND.
no matter how much some of us wanna step down to conc on Os, i know that we'll always remember those times when we were a part of the crescent girls' symphonic band. ((:
yeahh.that's all about my stepping down. hahaha.

haiz. i've been thinking a lot and a lot.
yeahh about stuff.
lol. sometimes i wonder why we only realise sth that was so obvious much later.
the answer's just right in front of you but you turn away looking for an alternative.
i wonder whyy mann.
there was that point of time that i really regretted whatever i did.
but its all much too late. and yeahh, i guess everything happens for a reason.
i just hope i can see the goodness in that happening.
cos everytime i look back, i can nv tell why i did whatever i did.
i guess for me its just a lesson learnt.
well, i'm off for now.

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