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Thursday, August 18, 2005

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ahhh!
i feel like running away.
tired. sick. stress.
i just have this feeling that i'm gonna do badly in all the other tests.
isit me hoping too much or its just i'm really doing badly.
lets see... what haven't i screwed up?
i screwed up malay paper.
ermm.. i dunno lahh. just felt like i screwed like loads of things lahh.
today was so damn tired. went home after tuition at about 9 plus.
then my mum was onto me for ending my tuition earlier when i was supposed to have another half hour.
i know i kinda irresposible lahh cos 1/2 hour is a lot of time
and it always happens.
but its my teacher end class. how was i supposed to know what time it was or sth?
didn't check lahh. haiz.
then dunno lahh. been moody.
even that like pissed me off. ahh!
what is wrong wimme?
i guess its just i'm too tired and stressed to go home wanting to rest,
instead kena lecture liddat.
isn't exactly the welcome home greeting i'd expect isit?
actually, my mum wasn't really scolding me just reminding.
but yahh. i still got irritated.
and i'm like so damn worried about all my papers.
i can't screw up my papers.
and my tuition teacher was like saying i play a fool.
am i?
i stay up until 1 plus to study...
well, ok, some subjects i got a bit complacent and i didn't really revise.
so i've got nobody else to blame but myself.
ahh! nvm lahh. i guess i'll just try harder for finals.
haven't gotten back my common test results.
but i just felt like i didn't do too well lahh.
dunno lahh. i just feel so rotten today.
i guess due to other factors too..
haiz.

**ku gambarkan kita hidup bersama.
sepasang kekasih teman yang setia**

ermm. wonder whether i got the line correct. haha. who cares lah.

SMILING and WISHING at... |9:41 PM|

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