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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

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today was ok lahh.
was falling asleep in chem lesson.
trying my best to pay attention.
considering.
I TOTALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND.
THE CHAPTER CHEMICAL BONDING!
haiz.
i should go for consultation.
but she damn scary lahh.
and i dunno how to ask her to explain.
don't expect me to go up to her.
"mrs.chia, can you explain to me the whole chapter?"
she'll most probably scold me ahh.
say i never pay attention or what.
but that time,
i was TRYING to.
not my fault.
was falling asleep.
actually.
i didn't bring my specs.
makes it worse that i sit right at the back.
yupp...
haiz.
i'll figure out a way to learn bonding from someone.
PHYSICS also.
at least bio, i understand.
i just gotta read through,
to really get it into my head.
haizzzzz...
stress stress.
my tuition teacher was like...
everytime i see you,
you look so lethargic.
got a study plan ready.
i'm gonna try my very best.
to go to the library every weekend to study.
cos i was analysing why i slack.
distraction...
saturdays, i'll fall asleep or watch hindi... :P
yupp.
sunday... same thing.
its just that at home,
i can't concentrate lahh.
end up doing sth else.
cos i'm like SICK of studying.
actually not exactly lahh.
but SICK of my life revolving around school.
tuition...
i dunno...
i'm just dammit stressed.
each time i come home.
all i wanna do is sleep or at least rest and just chill.
precisely why i got lotsa hw piling up.
and i haven't do karangan.
maybe get another pinch.
haiz.
i feel like i'm SITTING through lessons.
not UNDERSTANDGING them.
haiiizzzz.
forget it lah.
but ahhhh.
got some bright stuff today.
HAHAHAHA.
I DREAMT.
ABOUT HIMMM.
haha...
the dream was a mix of reality and ermm... a dream?
haha.
cos the scenario in the dream was kinda
sth that happened in real life...
but then, the person different.
but i don't care.
cos i dreamt about HIM.:)

One Last

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus:
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

Chorus

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

SMILING and WISHING at... |7:32 PM|

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