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Friday, March 04, 2005

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got back common test results already except english and lit.
yupp. i think i did badly lahh.
i think i'm slacking.
shitt! but at least so far, i only have one C which is a C5.
at least for now.
dunno about my lit and eng yet...
but i'm still not satisfied with my results...
haizzz... got so much commitments now.
its like, band needs commitment.
A LOT! yupp... then my own studies also.
then, my piano playing has gone from bad to worse.
and i'm taking the exam this year.
what the hell lahh?
i can't fail the exam lahh.
its like, the fees were 200 plus if i not wrong.
i fail, then waste money.
wah liao!
my piano teacher has been very kind and patient lahh.
she just says, practice harder each week.
but i know i'm not doing well.
and i really need to practise.
another sorta commitment.
sort of only...
then now silat has become a commitment too...
haiz. abg zali wants like 4 of us,
to get a purple belt by this year.
at least try.
yupp... then its like, by may, i gonna have to take
yellow belt test.
i pass i get my green.
but silat not so much of a problem.
cos e said try.
not a must lahh.
so i just have to try my best.
but still the other stuff besides silat...
its so freaking stressful lahh.
then my class so freaking competitive.
feel dammit stupid in my class lehh.
eventhough, to me, my marks not so bad...
in my class its like bad or sth.
and what? the teachers are like.
your class one of the best,
i expect more from your class.
make me feel stupid lehh.
a lot of ppl up to standard.
then i think i below that certain so-called standard
for my classs...
haiz...
do far i think i only have 3 As for common test.
but look at the As the ppl in my class get lahh.
my A also like nothing.
haizz...
ok. i'm so downgrading myself.
this gotta stop.
HAHAHA. okok.
that's all. :() i have no idea to put a
happy smiley :)
or a
sad one :(
haha... haizz...
that's lame.
but nevermind. :/

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