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Thursday, February 10, 2005

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yahh...
umm. actually,
right now,
i should be:
doing my bio essay, or any other hw
sleeping
yah... but here i am online and blogging once more.
just need to let sth out lah.
i'm really confused right now.
i dunno whose side i'm on.
i don't think i'm gonna side anyway.
both sides are my friends lah.
haiz...
caught in the middle.
yah.
somehow, during the weekends, i was so pissed.
i was on their side.
i guess lah. but whatever it is, i was seriously pissed.
yahhh.
then now, hearing another side of the story about yesterday,
i really dunno.
somehow i think the other their is in the wrong.
i'm not mentioning names right now.
yahh.
seriously, i feel like somehow betraying both sides.
somehow lah.
feel really bad.
i was totally on another side that time.
now i'm like the opposite.
then AARGH! dunno lah.
why can't they just be like last time?
you know, buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih.
that means, forget the past. yah. something like that.
i really want things to just settle.
yahhh.
i'm sick of being confused.
not knowing whose in the right and wrong.
there are times when i'm just so pissed.
aiya... i really think i'm gonna have that "i can't be bothered attitude"
NOW, i really wanna have that attitude.
i dunno lah.
the so called feud is a bit going too far.
they are all taking it seriously.
walking out on each other liddat.
ok not exactly walking out lah.
but yah.
i dunno lah.
how to explain.
i really feel as if i'm betraying all my friends.
this is bad.
really bad.
just wish that
they can all be friends again...
[for those, who know what i mean, and you are of them, pllleeeaasseee,
put aside your diffs or sth lah. just forget it all]
caught in the middle****

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